Really really really really shouldn't be like this.
Say all you want, you just don't really comprehend it, do you.
I should not be so unfair to you, or to me.
Why I cannot trust my senses. Haha.
I really think that if/when I take KI, I'll go psycho-er than I am now.

Of these and other things of the same kind, relating to the true and waking reality of nature, we have only this dreamlike sense, and we are unable to cast off sleep and determine the truth about them. For an image, since the reality, after which it is modelled, does not belong to it, and it exists ever as the fleeting shadow of some other, must be inferred to be in another [i.e. in space], grasping existence in some way or other, or it could not be at all. But true and exact reason, vindicating the nature of true being, maintains that while two things [i.e. the image and space] are different they cannot exist one of them in the other and so be one and also two at the same time.
Plato

Why are you reading this.
Why do you care.